banjir besar yang lalu

banjir besar
yang sering berlaku
membawa aku
jauh di bawa arus
kadang kala aku tenggelam
kadang kala aku timbul
tenggelam bersama duka lara
timbul bersama panji layar

banjir besar
yang sering melanda
buat aku
semakin tabah dan maju
ada kala aku terjatuh
ada kala aku berlari
terjatuh bersama hati remuk
berlari bersama jiwa amuk

kalau dulu
aku selalu menangis
mengenang kan musim tengkujuh
tapi sekarang
aku selalu tersenyum
mengenang kan aku dan tengkujuh

badan kecil
mungkin tersakit
tetapi
hati kecil
tak pernah menyempit

mungkin kerana
Tuhan tak pernah
kurang kan badai nya tengkujuh
tetapi
Tuhan beri kan aku
kekuatan menghadapi tengkujuh...

nena saye ^_^

nena saye yang suke berlagak 'macho'
^_~

maaf...entry kali ni
mungkin ayat macam
anak-anak tandika...
harap di maaf kan ^_^

nena saye
lagi 2 minggu lagi
nena saye nak
balik malaysia
sambung klinikal di melaka

huhu...
tadi petang
kami jalan-jalan
ke end point...
dah lama tak ke sana
dengan nena saye

dulu pun
mase dekat ktt
selalu naek bukit
belakang ktt
bila tengah emosi terganggu
dengan nena saye

macam mane
saye boleh jadi
kawan baek dengan
nena saye???

alkesah...
saye hampir-hampir
mahu pulang ke
matrik gopeng
selepas selesai
mendaftar di ktt
bila tengok
keadaan di ktt

tapi...
masa tu la...
saye di takdir kan
berjumpe nena saye
"boleh kite jadi
kawan awk...
semua orang dah
ade kawan kat sini"

terharu nye masa tu
sebab mase tu pun
tak kenal sape lagi
sebab kan nena saye ni
saye tak jadi
balik ke matrik gopeng

nena saye dan saye
di takdir kan
dapat rumah
dengan senior
bila tengok
nena saye okay
dengan senior serumah dia
saye pun jadi yakin
nak tinggal dengan senior
masa tu

dekat kelas
kami duduk sebelah-sebelah
masa lab pun
kami duduk sama-sama
masa lab chemistry
kami duduk depan...
dekat meja lecturer
sebab tak cukup tempat

selalu gaduh dengan
nena saye
tapi...
selalu jugak
ketawa dengan
nena saye

ingat lagi...
mase nena saye
datang ke perak
kesian...
habis kena usik
dengan mak dan abah
yang memang suka
menyakat orang...

abah la, menyakat nena
cakap pokok kelapa sawit
tanam selang seli dengan
pokok teh dekat
kuala selangor

sebenar nya
bukan pokok teh pun
tapi pokok liar renek
kelakar...
nena percaya je
habis satu kereta
gelak kan nena saye
^_~

pergi pasar malam
sama-sama...
nena saye
selalu jadi chaperon saye
mase saye
keluar dating
zaman-zaman dekat ktt

nena saye jugak
yang teman saye
mase saye tengah frust
dengan anas dulu

nena saye jugak
yang buat saye happy
buat saye rase ok
buat saye rase secure

bila ade problem
saye mesti jumpa
nena saye
hehehe...
kesian nena saye
kena dengar saye
marah
menangis
gembira
ketawa...

tapi nena saye pun
kadang-kadang
dia pun ada problem
dan nena saye
dia jarang tunjuk
dengan orang lain
problem dia
macam saye
hehehe...
dia sangat tabah ^_^

tapi...sebenar nye
nena saye sangat fragile
macam kaca
nampak kuat
tapi senang pecah

nanti nena saye
balik ke melaka
saye mesti sunyi
tak ada orang
nak teman makan
dekat snack shack
tak ada kawan
nak ajak jalan-jalan
dekat end point
tak ada orang
nak dengar saye merapu

nena saye
nanti tunggu saye
lagi 6 bulan tau
saye jadi tabah dekat sini
nanti balik melaka
mesti saye kurang
nanges-nanges

dan yang pasti
mesti saye rindu
dengan penghuni
rumah amita bakery
dan nena saye...

owh lupe pula
petang tadi
saye jatuh tergolek
ops...bukan saye
skuter nena saye
saye steady je
melihat ia jatuh
hehehe


p/s- tak tahu kenapa...aer mate tak putus-putus...
dari awal menulis entry ni...huhu

~ain mad-ness...~

dont read this entry...
if u dont wanna waste
ur precious time.


how do u know if a girl likes u...
ngeh3...

* She laughs a lot when you talk to her, even if you aren't being very funny.
* She messes with her hair if she catches you looking at her.
* Her friends laugh and shove her around or whisper in her ear and joke with her if when you walk by.
* She will either make direct eye contact with you or will look hurriedly away if you catch eye contact.
* She will also want to sit by you in your classes
* You catch her looking at you "wistfully."
* She turns her head to the side when she looks at you.
* She walks away in the playground when she sees you.
* She hides her face when she watch u play sport.
* She walks around you to find out what u like.
* She shows interest in whatever you talk about.
* She smiles at you, when you talk or while she talks.
* She laughs at your jokes - even if they're not so funny.
* She is kinda mean but jokes around.
* She acts like you are the biggest idiot in the world.
* She will look at you alot.
* She looks at you while you don't notice.
* She tries to always get next to you in line.
* She will always talk to you.
* As she wants to talk a lot about you and not give it away, she has code names. For example, if your name starts with "S" she would make a girl's name out of yours, like Shakif-Sandy/Sally, etc.
* She will quickly start conversation with their friends when she spots you (never stay silent) unless her friends are already talking, and then she will stay unnaturally silent, look around at random things, hoping you are looking at her.
* From a distance, she will try searching you out.
* She will want to, at one point, start a conversation with you.
* She will want to keep in touch online with you (so just give her your email address!!).
* She will be super sweet to your mom or dad.
* If she is shy she will hide behind her friends.
* She blushes around you a lot and she finds every excuse to talk to you, even asking for a pencil or something when it would be more convenient to ask someone else and she asks you anyways.
*If she likes you and you smile at her, she'll either smile back or else look away really fast.
* also she might ask you for help on things like homework or with sports (if she does ask say yes!)
* she will try to be around you as often as possible and will smile A LOT around you and not always know what to say when you are near
* she may do something really clumsy and be really embarrassed if she does trip,fall,brake something,drop something or is just unnaturally clumsy the worst thing you can do is laugh! you don't want to hurt her feeling or make her feel inferior


p/s - sori...gerhana exam buat ain jadi gila sekejap malam ni =p

in ღ with sara b ^_^

in ღ with sara b songs
thats all i can say right now
^_^

the lyrics were so beautiful...
the sounds make me feel being
taken away for thousand miles

songs that having its own meaning
and it may be relate
me and you ^_~

i do think
sara b
she wrote something
to express her feelings
#_#

tread water by sara b

Pardon me, my mistake
Thought it my turn for a break
But since the rain loves my face
I’ll just let it be.

Long since gave up on long walks
To avoid the long talks
Lately the silence won’t stop
Talking at me

And I’m getting weary waiting for the harbor lights to change
I’ve forgotten what I do it for but I tread water just the same
I tread water
I tread water

Even tried my fair share
Thought the devil may care
But I called him up, he’s not there.
What does that mean?

And I’m getting weary waiting for the harbor lights to change
I’ve forgotten what I do it for but I tread water just the same
I tread water
I tread water

Thought this life would lead
Far from Beauty’s Beast
Well, I know at least
You can’t count me out
Because I’m used to the water now.

And I’m getting weary waiting for the harbor lights to change
I’ve forgotten what I do it for but I tread water just the same
Never let this pair of hands forget to pull their weight
This burden may be more than I would like to bear but still it’s less than I can take
I tread water
I tread water

saya tersenyum lagi

ada sesuatu berlaku
beberapa hari lepas
sesuatu yang buatkan
ain nak senyum
buat sepanjang tahun

orang selalu kata
jangan cepat buat konklusi
ye..ain mengaku
ain suka wujud kan
konklusi sendiri
dan buat
tindakan melulu

simple minded sangat
si ain ni...mungkin

tapi apa pun
hati berbunga riang
owh...
saya bukan kakak bunga
walau pun
semenjak dua menjak ni
sangat suka pakai
tudung bunga-bunga

orang kata
kalau mahu diri ceria
kita kena berketrampilan ceria
minda kena ceria
badan kena selesa
deria mesti terasa

terima kasih
pada yang berjaya buat
run^nia in wonderland
ceria kembali
^_~

p/s
run^nia dalam proses
mahu membeli koleksi
buku-buku p.g wodehouse
dan koleksi buku-buku
anne of green gables