to my bestest friend

thanx dear for the call
this afternoon

bercakap dengan sahabat lama
yang dah sangat lama kenal
somehow mengubat hati
moga perbincangan tadi
memberi jalan buat awak dan ain

tak sabar nak dengar
berita gembira dari awak
inshaAllah
moga ukhwah berkekalan wahai ukhti
uhibbuki fillah,ya ukhti

terima kasih Allah
mendetikkan hati
sahabat saya untuk
menelefon saya tadi...
^_^

lagu ni
ain dedicate dekat awak tau
wahai ukhti ku...yang ku sayang
^_~

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah
yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta
yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan
ku mohon segala

beautiful recitation

recitation from
sheikh abu bakr ash-shatri...
very beautiful...
subhanallah...

saya...

saya ada sesuatu
nak bagitahu awak...
awak...dan awak...

tapi biar lah...
biar bila masa sesuai
nanti saya bagitahu awak

^_^

ungrateful me

all this while
i pray for something
and when that something
come to me recently
i just can't take it any-more

am i being un-grateful lately?
i think i do...

do i have
to go with the flow
or to go against the flow?

hm...
thinking....

Ya Mufarrij Al-Humum

Wahai Tuhan yang melepaskan dukacita,lepaskanlah,

Wahai Tuhan yang melepaskan dukacita, lepaskanlah,

Wahai Tuhan yang melepaskan dukacita, lepaskanlah

daripada kami kesusahan, dukacita dan masalah kami...
Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Hidup dan Yang Berdiri Dengan Sendiri

no words can describe
my feeling right now
how frustrated i am last night
how complicated the things
Oh The Almighty

Dear Allah
no one can heal these wound
no one can understand me better than You
no one can calm me if not You
The One Who Create me

Dear Allah
i am handicapped
i am alone
i am clueless
i am no one without Your Bounty

Dear Allah
if this thing is good for me
for my deen, my livings and my future
please Allah, make it ease for me

And Dear Allah
but if this thing is bad for me
for my deen, my livings and my future
please Allah,
take it far far away from me
and take me far far away from it
make me content and calm with it
and please dear Allah
change it with something that is good
and make me content and calm with it

please Oh Allah
guide me
teach me

make me face it with confidence
do not make me runaway from my problems
and let the past mistakes that i have done
become something that i can learn
become something that make me close to You

Dear Allah
I seek Your blessings
through Your knowledge
and I seek Your help
through Your might
and ask your help
through Your immense grace
as You have all the power
and I have no power
and You know everything
and I know nothing
and you are The Knower
of everything hidden

Glory to You
of knowledge i have none
save that You has taught me
in truth it is You who are perfect
in knowledge and wisdom