u ruined my day...thanks to u

u might see me smile.
and the fake smile that i gave,
u take it for granted

u might see me laugh
cause i hate at the very moment,
when u did see me cried

am i that weak?
am i that strong?

sometimes...
u won't appreciate things that u have
cause u may get it easily
but when u realized that u loose it
then...
u will know how to appreciate it

and at that time...
i was no longer there...
thanks to u who makes me realized
that im not that weak

the fake smile was no longer there
and now i learn to give others my beautiful smile...

sorry for my grammatical error
my motor area (brain) is malfuntioned...

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