demam datang lagi

bulan ni...
entah berapa kali demam...
entah berapa kali diarrhea
entah berapa kali tak datang kelas

semalam dan hari ni
demam teruk
sampai mulut pun
terasa pahit

malam tadi
masa badan rasa
sangat panas
mimpi rumah di manjung
mimpi jumpa mak dan abah
mimpi jumpa anak kecil
yang selalu meriang kan hati

tengah hari tadi
mimpi dapat makan
nasi kanji yang mak
selalu buat kan
masa ain demam panas

rindu nya nak balik manjung
rindu nya nak sakit di rumah
rindu nya nak dengar
suara-suara si kecil yang risau kan
acu nya yang sakit dalam bilik
rindu nya nak makan
nasi kanji mak yang terhebat

T_____T

mak...anne rindu rumah
huhuhuhuhu....

yeay...dah tukar background blog ^_^

yeay...
ain dah tukar background
punya lah lama cari
yang berkenan dekat hati
dah jumpa pun
tapi...

TAK MATCH LANGSUNG
dengan banner dekat atas
T______________T

ain pun malas dah
asyik tukar sana tukar sini
nanti kalau jumpa
yang berkenan dekat hati
tukar lah lagi
^_^

over-concerned peeps...

well...
sometimes...
over-concerned peeps
can make me feel
annoyed...

for me...
being moderate is enough
over-concerned sometimes
can make others labelled you
as super busy body woman

act like you know everything
when actually you know nothing
and i hate it
when certain people act like
they know me for like AGES~!!!
when the truth is
they know nothing about me

i dont really mind
if someone being concerned
or being over-concerned
when it comes to deen
or when it comes to my studies

but i do really mind
when you really annoyed me
with somethings that
is unrelated with you

and it really annoyed me
when you know...you act like
you are one of the
'girl-who-know-everything-and-i-know-nothing'

if i dont want to make something
dont force me
there must be some reasons
why i dont want to do it
if let say i've been robbed
and i dont want to make a police report
dont instruct me to go to the
police station and everything
when you know
i dont want to do it

so please...
dear friend
stop telling me things
when you yourself
hates when people like me
like to what you said that last time...
"over-talking" to you
sounds like i love to nag
when the truth is
you are the one
who is over-talking

with that
i thank you
^peace^

Open Your Eyes

Look around yourselves
Can't you see this wonder
Spreaded in front of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let's start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you're feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby's born
So helpless and weak
And you're watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we'll see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Rabb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
الحمد الله
Alhamdulillah..

terima kasih kak ^_^

tersenyum ain tadi
bila teringat balik
kenangan ain masa
ain tingkatan satu

masa tu ain baru
nak beralih fasa
dari kanak-kanak ke remaja
banyak benda aku tak tahu

hari pertama
di sogokkan dengan
macam-macam benda
macam-macam peraturan

tapi sebab masa tu
ada seorang kakak angkat
yang di kenali "college sister"
ain rasa tenang

kak micha
baik sangat
suka senyum
buat salah
tak pernah marah

ada sekali
sebab kan ada report
di kalangan kami
ada yang tinggalkan solat
satu hari
kakak-kakak naqibah
buat program untuk kami

masa tu malam
lepas prep malam
kami semua tingkatan satu
di minta ke surau an-nur
pelajar lain
ditegah sama sekali ke surau

masa itu lah
baru tahu
kakak naqibah
ada projek besar
dalam kepala
sure la kena "lecture"
malam ni

tapi tak ada pula
tanda-tanda kakak naqibah
nak "lecture" atau marah
yang ain ingat
semua senyum

kemudian mata kami
di ikat dengan kain hitam
owh lupa pula
kami memang di pesan
bawa kain hitam malam tu

lepas tu...
lampu di tutup
dengan deria bunyi
ain dengar
pintu semua di tutup

kemudian
satu kaset di pasang
nasyid "selimut putih"
di pasang di corong surau

meremang bulu roma
nak nangis pun ada
sebab sangat gelap
kemudian ada dengar
kakak naqibah
ada yang pegang rantai besi
ada yang memukul pintu
sebagai bunyi latar

kawan-kawan ain
seorang-seorang mula menangis
ada yang di kacau
dengan macam-macam cara

kemudian ada kakak
yang baca kan sajak
tentang solat dan ibadah
ain tak ingat sajak itu
tapi sajak itu
sangat berbekas di hati

tapi masa tu juga
ain dengar suara kak micha
kak micha tahu
masa ain baru masuk
ain ada masalah tidur
sebab ain tak boleh tidur
dalam kawasan gelap
katil ain pun
menghadap pintu,
dekat dengan corridor

masa tu ain dengar
kak micha tarik tangan
letak ain dekat dengan
pintu surau form 5

rasa takut hilang
yang tinggal
rasa insaf dalam hati

dan semenjak itu
sampai form 5
setiap kali nampak
pintu sliding form 5
pasti tersenyum kecil
teringat "projek kakak form 5"
itu lah kenangan termanis
ain masa form 1
^_^

dan memang
projek itu sangat berkesan
dan berbekas dalam hati
sebab
lepas tu
musolla block
sudah penuh dengan
kawan-kawan form 1
^_~