banjir besar yang lalu

banjir besar
yang sering berlaku
membawa aku
jauh di bawa arus
kadang kala aku tenggelam
kadang kala aku timbul
tenggelam bersama duka lara
timbul bersama panji layar

banjir besar
yang sering melanda
buat aku
semakin tabah dan maju
ada kala aku terjatuh
ada kala aku berlari
terjatuh bersama hati remuk
berlari bersama jiwa amuk

kalau dulu
aku selalu menangis
mengenang kan musim tengkujuh
tapi sekarang
aku selalu tersenyum
mengenang kan aku dan tengkujuh

badan kecil
mungkin tersakit
tetapi
hati kecil
tak pernah menyempit

mungkin kerana
Tuhan tak pernah
kurang kan badai nya tengkujuh
tetapi
Tuhan beri kan aku
kekuatan menghadapi tengkujuh...

nena saye ^_^

nena saye yang suke berlagak 'macho'
^_~

maaf...entry kali ni
mungkin ayat macam
anak-anak tandika...
harap di maaf kan ^_^

nena saye
lagi 2 minggu lagi
nena saye nak
balik malaysia
sambung klinikal di melaka

huhu...
tadi petang
kami jalan-jalan
ke end point...
dah lama tak ke sana
dengan nena saye

dulu pun
mase dekat ktt
selalu naek bukit
belakang ktt
bila tengah emosi terganggu
dengan nena saye

macam mane
saye boleh jadi
kawan baek dengan
nena saye???

alkesah...
saye hampir-hampir
mahu pulang ke
matrik gopeng
selepas selesai
mendaftar di ktt
bila tengok
keadaan di ktt

tapi...
masa tu la...
saye di takdir kan
berjumpe nena saye
"boleh kite jadi
kawan awk...
semua orang dah
ade kawan kat sini"

terharu nye masa tu
sebab mase tu pun
tak kenal sape lagi
sebab kan nena saye ni
saye tak jadi
balik ke matrik gopeng

nena saye dan saye
di takdir kan
dapat rumah
dengan senior
bila tengok
nena saye okay
dengan senior serumah dia
saye pun jadi yakin
nak tinggal dengan senior
masa tu

dekat kelas
kami duduk sebelah-sebelah
masa lab pun
kami duduk sama-sama
masa lab chemistry
kami duduk depan...
dekat meja lecturer
sebab tak cukup tempat

selalu gaduh dengan
nena saye
tapi...
selalu jugak
ketawa dengan
nena saye

ingat lagi...
mase nena saye
datang ke perak
kesian...
habis kena usik
dengan mak dan abah
yang memang suka
menyakat orang...

abah la, menyakat nena
cakap pokok kelapa sawit
tanam selang seli dengan
pokok teh dekat
kuala selangor

sebenar nya
bukan pokok teh pun
tapi pokok liar renek
kelakar...
nena percaya je
habis satu kereta
gelak kan nena saye
^_~

pergi pasar malam
sama-sama...
nena saye
selalu jadi chaperon saye
mase saye
keluar dating
zaman-zaman dekat ktt

nena saye jugak
yang teman saye
mase saye tengah frust
dengan anas dulu

nena saye jugak
yang buat saye happy
buat saye rase ok
buat saye rase secure

bila ade problem
saye mesti jumpa
nena saye
hehehe...
kesian nena saye
kena dengar saye
marah
menangis
gembira
ketawa...

tapi nena saye pun
kadang-kadang
dia pun ada problem
dan nena saye
dia jarang tunjuk
dengan orang lain
problem dia
macam saye
hehehe...
dia sangat tabah ^_^

tapi...sebenar nye
nena saye sangat fragile
macam kaca
nampak kuat
tapi senang pecah

nanti nena saye
balik ke melaka
saye mesti sunyi
tak ada orang
nak teman makan
dekat snack shack
tak ada kawan
nak ajak jalan-jalan
dekat end point
tak ada orang
nak dengar saye merapu

nena saye
nanti tunggu saye
lagi 6 bulan tau
saye jadi tabah dekat sini
nanti balik melaka
mesti saye kurang
nanges-nanges

dan yang pasti
mesti saye rindu
dengan penghuni
rumah amita bakery
dan nena saye...

owh lupe pula
petang tadi
saye jatuh tergolek
ops...bukan saye
skuter nena saye
saye steady je
melihat ia jatuh
hehehe


p/s- tak tahu kenapa...aer mate tak putus-putus...
dari awal menulis entry ni...huhu

~ain mad-ness...~

dont read this entry...
if u dont wanna waste
ur precious time.


how do u know if a girl likes u...
ngeh3...

* She laughs a lot when you talk to her, even if you aren't being very funny.
* She messes with her hair if she catches you looking at her.
* Her friends laugh and shove her around or whisper in her ear and joke with her if when you walk by.
* She will either make direct eye contact with you or will look hurriedly away if you catch eye contact.
* She will also want to sit by you in your classes
* You catch her looking at you "wistfully."
* She turns her head to the side when she looks at you.
* She walks away in the playground when she sees you.
* She hides her face when she watch u play sport.
* She walks around you to find out what u like.
* She shows interest in whatever you talk about.
* She smiles at you, when you talk or while she talks.
* She laughs at your jokes - even if they're not so funny.
* She is kinda mean but jokes around.
* She acts like you are the biggest idiot in the world.
* She will look at you alot.
* She looks at you while you don't notice.
* She tries to always get next to you in line.
* She will always talk to you.
* As she wants to talk a lot about you and not give it away, she has code names. For example, if your name starts with "S" she would make a girl's name out of yours, like Shakif-Sandy/Sally, etc.
* She will quickly start conversation with their friends when she spots you (never stay silent) unless her friends are already talking, and then she will stay unnaturally silent, look around at random things, hoping you are looking at her.
* From a distance, she will try searching you out.
* She will want to, at one point, start a conversation with you.
* She will want to keep in touch online with you (so just give her your email address!!).
* She will be super sweet to your mom or dad.
* If she is shy she will hide behind her friends.
* She blushes around you a lot and she finds every excuse to talk to you, even asking for a pencil or something when it would be more convenient to ask someone else and she asks you anyways.
*If she likes you and you smile at her, she'll either smile back or else look away really fast.
* also she might ask you for help on things like homework or with sports (if she does ask say yes!)
* she will try to be around you as often as possible and will smile A LOT around you and not always know what to say when you are near
* she may do something really clumsy and be really embarrassed if she does trip,fall,brake something,drop something or is just unnaturally clumsy the worst thing you can do is laugh! you don't want to hurt her feeling or make her feel inferior


p/s - sori...gerhana exam buat ain jadi gila sekejap malam ni =p

in ღ with sara b ^_^

in ღ with sara b songs
thats all i can say right now
^_^

the lyrics were so beautiful...
the sounds make me feel being
taken away for thousand miles

songs that having its own meaning
and it may be relate
me and you ^_~

i do think
sara b
she wrote something
to express her feelings
#_#

tread water by sara b

Pardon me, my mistake
Thought it my turn for a break
But since the rain loves my face
I’ll just let it be.

Long since gave up on long walks
To avoid the long talks
Lately the silence won’t stop
Talking at me

And I’m getting weary waiting for the harbor lights to change
I’ve forgotten what I do it for but I tread water just the same
I tread water
I tread water

Even tried my fair share
Thought the devil may care
But I called him up, he’s not there.
What does that mean?

And I’m getting weary waiting for the harbor lights to change
I’ve forgotten what I do it for but I tread water just the same
I tread water
I tread water

Thought this life would lead
Far from Beauty’s Beast
Well, I know at least
You can’t count me out
Because I’m used to the water now.

And I’m getting weary waiting for the harbor lights to change
I’ve forgotten what I do it for but I tread water just the same
Never let this pair of hands forget to pull their weight
This burden may be more than I would like to bear but still it’s less than I can take
I tread water
I tread water

saya tersenyum lagi

ada sesuatu berlaku
beberapa hari lepas
sesuatu yang buatkan
ain nak senyum
buat sepanjang tahun

orang selalu kata
jangan cepat buat konklusi
ye..ain mengaku
ain suka wujud kan
konklusi sendiri
dan buat
tindakan melulu

simple minded sangat
si ain ni...mungkin

tapi apa pun
hati berbunga riang
owh...
saya bukan kakak bunga
walau pun
semenjak dua menjak ni
sangat suka pakai
tudung bunga-bunga

orang kata
kalau mahu diri ceria
kita kena berketrampilan ceria
minda kena ceria
badan kena selesa
deria mesti terasa

terima kasih
pada yang berjaya buat
run^nia in wonderland
ceria kembali
^_~

p/s
run^nia dalam proses
mahu membeli koleksi
buku-buku p.g wodehouse
dan koleksi buku-buku
anne of green gables

be thankful...from www.jannah.org

BE THANKFUL
====================

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire,
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something
For it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations
Because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge
Because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes
They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary
Because it means you've made a difference.

It is easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also
thankful for the setbacks.

GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they
can become your blessings.



copy and paste from www.jannah.org

hati kecil ini...

hati kecil ini
masih tercari
yang di namakan
tersirat dari tersurat

masih mencari
sebuah hikmah
dari setiap kejadian
yang sering terjadi

Tuhan...
beri kan aku kesabaran
dalam setiap ujian
beri kan aku kekuatan
dalam setiap dugaan

hati kecil ini
masih mencari
yang di namakan
senyuman dalam tangisan

masih mencari
sebuah ketenangan
dari setiap kesakitan
yang kerap kali nya berulangan

Tuhan...
jangan pernah buat kan
diri ini rasa meyesal
dalam sebuah tindakan
yang takkan terkembalikan...

redha kan lah aku
dalam setiap yang berlaku
moga rasa yang aku rasa ini
hilang bersama titisan air yang mengalir ini

tersenyum kecil ^_^

hari ni...
macam-macam berlaku
owh...di sebab kan
si run nia ni sangat emosi
habis semua orang
rasa bersalah hari ni

orang yang patut
rasa bersalah tak rasa
tapi yang tak patut rasa
rasa bersalah pula
makin serba salah
ain di buat nya tadi

amaran keras:
lain kali ain
jangan kamu coret lagi
kata-kata penuh kontroversi
di facebook kamu

tapi terima kasih
pada yang memberi komen
dan tak lupa pada afzan
yang bagi mesej tadi
maaf afzan...
buat af rasa bersalah
tapi bukan sebab
tadi sebenar nya

kadang-kadang
bila di renung kan
kembali
ada masa
kita buat sesuatu perkara
tanpa sebab musabab

dan kadang-kadang
ada masa
kita buat sesuatu
untuk kebaikan orang lain
sampai ada orang
boleh salah faham dengan
tindakan yang kita ambil

owh...baru-baru ni
sesuatu terjadi pada ain
mahu menyambung kan kembali
tali yang telah putus
alih-alih...
dua hujung tali
memaling muka dari ain

sedih dan tak sedih
perasaan bercampur baur
yang paling menyedih kan
bila ada satu tali
terus menghilang kan diri
buat ain tertanya-tanya
teruk sangat kah
tindakan ain tu?

seperti tikus
mahu membaiki labu
lagak nya ain
akhir-akhir ini

bila ada orang salah faham
dan bila salah faham
tak dapat di selesai kan
akhir nya...
ain buat status
yang bukan-bukan dekat facebook
akhir nya timbul kontroversi

tQ dena juga pidin
juga buat afzan
owh...sangat berbunga hati
bila af tulis sesuatu
dalam mesej tadi
tQ dear sis
^_^


ku punya rasa tak terungkapkan
hanya dalam memori hati dan benak ku simpan
berat menerima kau pergi
tanpa alasan juga
kau buat aku...bertanya

beribu senandung yang kunyanyikan
pelipur lara basuhkan dahaganya sukaku
kata termanis hanya untuk dia
kekasih sepanjang hidup
ku masih merindukannya

apakah ku amat berarti di mata engkau
telah ku ukir wajahmu lama dalam hati aku
namun kau hilang dan takkan kembali juga
ku merasa sepi ku sendiri

you get what you pay for

"what you give...
you get back"
atau...
"you get what
you pay for"
atau dalam
bahasa melayu nya
"apa awak beri...
awak dapat balik"

selalu kalau kita dengar
quotation ni
bila orang tengah
frust...
marah...
atau gelak kan
orang lain

atau mungkin
untuk gelak kan
pada diri sendiri

tapi hampir daripada
70% di tuju kan
pada orang lain

tapi pernah tak
dalam kita sedar
kita pun
tak sesempurna mana
untuk nak bagi
kata-kata macam tu
pada orang lain

hari ini
mungkin kita boleh
gelak kan sampai
terguling-guling
pada pihak
yang satu lagi

tapi mana tahu
kita juga bakal
buat perkara yang sama
dan menerima
nasib yang sama
betul tak?

bagi ain
kita tak pernah sempurna
kita tak pernah terkurang
dari melakukan kesilapana
tak pernah terkurang untuk
menyakitkan orang sekitar

kenapa perlu
beri kata-kata yang begitu
hanya untuk
memuas kan diri sendiri
hebat sangat kah
diri kita ini?

ain pun
kadang-kadang
selalu guna kan perkataan ni
dan baru tadi terbaca
quotation ni
dan hati terpanggil
untuk nak fikir balik
sudah cukup sempurna kah
diri ain ni?

bagi ain
setiap yang terjadi
pada diri orang lain
harus lah kita ambil iktibar
dari kita gelak terketar-ketar

hari ini hari kita
belum tentu esok lusa
masih lagi menjadi milik kita
sebab segalanya
adalah urusun Maha Kuasa

mana hala mu
apa destinasi mu
berapa bekal mu
siapa penunjuk jalan mu

ada mata tapi buta
ada telinga tapi tuli
ada akal tapi bebal
ada hati tapi mati

masih selesa dengan yang lama
masih lena dibuai irama dunia
masih menari dalam pentas duniawi
masih berkhayal dengan yang tidak kekal

perpecahanan di sana sini
penindasan apatah lagi
muda mudi masih lena di ulit mimpi
lantaran...panji tiada lagi di hati

inikah jiwa pemuda islam kini
layu lemah di ulit fantasi
hiburan kekal di hati nurani
bukan kalam indah dari Ilahi

bangkit sahabat dari lena mu
bangkit jiwa yang meronta syahdu
pada tangisan jiwa kecil mu
pada janji sebelum lahir mu

5 easy way to be happy again

i want to
become happy again

to be happy
and become carefree

always look forward
and never look backward

leave the past
and let the rest
become the best
from me...^_~

after google-ing
i find these 5 steps
for me to be happy
and become motivated

*****************************************************
first... LOOK to the FUTURE NOT the PAST

something that i did
and i'm not proud of

sometimes...
i always feel...
if and only if
i can go back
to that particular time
and change everything
that i can
to make it better

the bad news
i can't go back...
but the good news
let go of the past
and accept what has happened
so that i can
move on and
allow myself
to look forward
for the future

second i have to STOP CRITICIZ-ing other PEOPLE

look for
faults and failures
in others
a way of covering up
our own insecurities
stop judging other people
and concentrate on living
our own life
third DO something FOR another PERSON

do something positive
for another person
stop US dwelling on ourselves
and it is
something that we
can be proud of.

fourth KNOW your STRENGTHS

Everybody has something
that they're good at
Identify the things
make them
a part of our routine


fifth DO THINGS that make you SMILE

do things that make you happy
learn to value yourself

hobby or interest
that enjoying
make us a more
interesting and fulfilled person
and helped to meet minded people

nostalgia naik bas

wah...rindu gila
nak dengar lagu M2M
haha...ni lagu
yang ain paling suka
masa men atas
serius...
suka pasang kuat-kuat...
masa naik bas
on the way dari perak ke seremban
^_^

naik bas memang menarik
nak-nak kalau dapat lalu
dekat area teluk intan
sebab nampak sawah padi
ain sangat suka tengok
ciptaan Tuhan

kadang-kadang naik keretapi
tapi kalau naik keretapi
tak seronok
sebab rasa keretapi tu
macam laju
hahaha...
goyang sana sini

yang best naik keretapi
kalau ada kawan main gitar
nak-nak lagi
kalau satu coach tu
penuh dengan kawan-kawan tkc je
hehehe...
baru la ada privacy nak buat bising
hehehe...
kenangan...semua tu kenangan

by the way
semalam birthday epa
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EPA!!!
satu benda tentang birthday epa
selalu orang tak ingat
sebab busy nak pergi sekolah
hehehe...


Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much
I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

aku bukan lagi lilin

aku bukan lagi lilin
yang tersiksa jiwa batin
yang melepas kan kerana yang lain
yang punya rasa dan prihatin

aku begitu bukan kerana lemah
mungkin kerana hilang tabah
maka lilin ku cair engkau mamah
satu satu titik lilin aku jatuh bersepah

ada kalimantang maka nya
lilin aku di rasa tiada guna
tapi...bila kalimantang tak bernyala
lilin di cari sebagai cahaya sementara

lilin aku patah
puntung nya hilang sudah
mana lagi cahaya indah
biar lah...aku tak lagi endah

~diari kecil run^nia in wonderland~