DIFFICULT MOMENTS SEEK ALLAH
QUIET MOMENTS WORSHIP ALLAH
EVERY MOMENTS THANK ALLAH
~ believe in your FATE and have FAITH in it ~

Friday, May 22

class test pharmac hari ni @.@


sempat lagi membuang masa dalam masa kritikal ni
ain mmg sudah hilang akal...



copy and paste...

Marriage to him is one half of the deen,
To please Allah (swt) is more than a dream.

He wears his beard for his Lord, to please and obey,
He turns to Allah (swt) for Salah at least five times a day.

He prays in the night and makes sure to wake you,
And strives during daylight to provide and protect you.

He lowers his gaze with firmness because he does not desire,
To displease Allah (swt) and face His just ire,

He asks advice from the ummah, and his wife too,
Before making decisions that he might later rue.

To his wife he is humble and always most kind,
Sharing his burdens with strength and clear mind.

He opens his mouth only to say what is best,
Weighing all options ‘fore denying a request.

He takes care of himself and family too
Knowing that Allah (swt) will see them through.

He is a pleasure from Allah (swt) above
Be thankful to Allah (swt) and His blessings through love.

http://islamicpoems.blogspot.com/

ღ something to ponder upon ღ

as stated in the holy quran chapter 24 verse 26 ;

" Women impure are for men impure, and men impure for women impure and women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity: these are not affected by what people say: for them there is forgiveness, and a provision honourable"

Tuesday, May 19

merancang kerja ^_^


Rancang Dengan Apa Yang Ada Di Tangan
Bukan Yang Kita Angan-Angankan
Kita Membina Cita Dan Harapan
Bukan Mimpi Dan Igauan

Perancangan Perlu Diperhati
Agar Tertib Rapi Dan Teliti
Matlamat Dan Caranya Selari
Masa Pun Harus Diambil Kira

Puncak Mana Yang Mahu Didaki
Lurah Mana Yang Mahu Dituruni
Semuanya Telah Pun Terbukti
Pasti Rancangan Akan Berjaya

Tenaga dan Kemampuan Diperhitungkan
Berjuanglah Dalam Satu Barisan
Umpama Batu Teratur Menjulang Ke Awan
Itulah Tunggak Dalam Merancang

Tuesday, May 12

kipas susah mati agnes monica ^_^

new song from agnes monica...

TERUSKANLAH




Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak di dengar
Tak di anggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak di beri
Kesempatan

Reff :
Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku


Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta buta
Kebutuhan mu

Back to reff.

Hoo.. Hooo

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau.. kau begitu

Friday, May 8

sumbang


biar kan apa kata orang
suara sumbang dari sang kumbang
didekati hanya busuk yang bertandang
dijauhi, biar kan suara sumbang berkumandang

suara sumbang tiada erti
hanya tahu menyakiti
suara sumbang tidak patut di teladani
suara sumbang sang kumbang busuk hati

perjalanan orang lain ragam
bukan manusia kuasai alam
hari ini mungkin sang kumbang di puncak agam
esok lusa mungkin dia di selubungi gelap malam
kerana Allah penentu Alam

5 magic words



petang ni tiba-tiba teringat
orientation week form 1
aka zaman freshies

first thing yang ain belajar
masa masuk college
"5 magic words"
  • salam
  • excuse me
  • sorry
  • please
  • thank you

jenuh menghafal
bukan susah pun sebenar nya
just kadang-kadang tersalah sebut

sebab apa ye masa tu susah nak hafal?
maybe sebab sebelum tu
ain jarang guna

masa dekat college
seniors banyak ajar pasal manners
even sekecil zarah
it does count

ingat lagi
everytime nak jumpa senior
susun ayat cantik-cantik
before bercakap
and kena pasti kan
masa bercakap
mesti ada that 5 magic words...
e.g :
salam kak in

(my jr do call me kak in =p)
excuse me kak in
sorry kacau kak in
please kak in,boleh tak tolong sign dekat sini?

thank you kak in...=)
(the end of the 'junior' conversation with me)

and hari ni
i do heard
people keep complaining
about manners

and yes
i do feel
sometimes susah sangat nak tengok people
to use their common sense
to show their good manners
especially when it comes to conversation

the way you talk to other people
actually represent your manners

my senior once said to me
"respect is not something that you can gain
when you have a position in a society
it is actually something that you can simply get
when you have manners"

so if after this
people do talk to you
with no manner
reflect back your manners
when you talk to other people

dont judge people around you
instead
judge yourself first


p/s: semalam...
someone sakit kan hati ain

buat ain marah dan terasa
then...

bila ain fikir balik
ain sendiri tak jaga mulut
masa bercakap

so why should i make a fuss???

Monday, May 4

i need your opinion


class : pathology
lecturer :dr k. ramnarayan (dean)
time :10.30-11.30

i'm not going to write a report or what-so-ever.
just want to share something with my beloved friends

imagine...10 years from now...

"sori puan,anak puan di sah kan menghidap down's syndrome"


apa yang terdetik dekat hati kita
if let say anda di kejut kan dengan berita macam ni?
actually kelas tadi belajar tentang
"chromosome abnormalities"
include lah sikit pasal single gene defects

ada sesuatu yang buat ain sangat berminat masa kelas tadi...
sesuatu itu bila dr ram cakap

"you as a doctor should consult your patient to undergo abortion"

nampak macam sangat simple kan
macam dalam satu lirik lagu tu
as simple as it should be

tapi cuba kita fikir
anak itu bukan ke anugerah Allah ke?

tiba-tiba ain teringat dekat seorang budak perempuan ni
baru minggu lepas ain jumpa
dia budak down's syndrome
muka comel.mongolism face.
tenang tengok muka dia
mungkin sebab budak ni special
tak terdetik langsung dalam hati ain
rasa kesian atau rasa simpati
sebab ain tahu,budak ni budak istimewa.



masa kelas tadi belajar...



characteristics of mongolism/trisomy 21/down's syndrome

  • abnormalities of the body: fold of skin cover the medial corner of the eyes, single palmar crease
  • SEVERE MENTAL RETARDATION
  • seldom in family history
  • seen more frequent in older mother (girls, u should take note of this)
  • blunted occipital lobe at the brain

clinical significance of Mongolism

  • ACUTE LEUKEMIA
  • CONGENITAL HEART DISEASE
  • ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE
  • ABNORMAL IMMUNE RESPONSES (PRONE TO SERIOUS INFECTIONS)

bila baca balik complication yang bakal di hadapi
oleh orang down's syndrome ni,
rasa kesian sangat

tapi...
lagi sekali...
soalan itu datang lagi...

SIAPA AIN UNTUK TENTUKAN HIDUP MATI BUDAK TU?



walaupun nampak sangat kesian,sangat menderita...
tapi bukan ke semua tu ciptaan tuhan ke?
patut ke ain sebagai manusia yang sangat kerdil dan hina ni
nak persoal kan hidup mati budak tu?

dari segi perubatan
ramai yang kata...TERMINATE THAT FETUS
tapi dari segi kemanusiaan...TERMINATE THAT FETUS
tapi dari sudut ain sendiri...CON-SERVE THAT FETUS AS HE/SHE DE-SERVE TO SEE THIS WORLD

balik tadi, terus buka internet
cari pula sudut pandangan islam hal ni.
sebagai bakal doktor
ain sendiri perlu peka hal-hal macam ni.
mana tau satu hari nanti
ain terpaksa hadapi patient yang ada fetus down's syndrome

so, here goes the findings...

KEPUTUSAN JAWATANKUASA PERUNDING HUKUM SYARA’(FATWA) NEGERI SELANGOR DARUL EHSAN MENGENAI ISU-ISU PERUBATAN DALAM PERSPEKTIF ISLAM

1. TAJUK PERSOALAN
Laporan ini dikemukakan kepada Ahli Jawatankuasa Perunding Hukum Syara’(FATWA) Negeri Selangor mengenai isu-isu perubatan dalam perspektif Islam.

2. PERBINCANGAN DAN KEPUTUSAN.

1. Bayi Tabung Uji
  1. Benih suami isteri HARUS dikandungkan oleh isteri sendiri sekiranya suami masih hidup.
  2. Benih suami isteri HARAM dikandungkan oleh wanita lain
  3. Benih suami isteri yang telah ditabung ujikan HARAM dimasukkan kedalam rahim isteri sekiranya suami telah meninggal dunia terlebih dahulu kerana perbuatan ini boleh membawa kepada fitnah.
  4. HARUS menghapuskan telur-telur yang telah disenyawakan di dalam tabung uji dengan menyelamatkan satu telur sahaja, untuk dikandungkan kerana telur-telur tersebut masih belum bernyawa.

2. Gugur Kandungan
  1. Anak yang dikandung yang berkemungkinan cacat HARUS digugurkan atas nasihat doktor pakar.
  2. Sekiranya sudah bernyawa, hukumnya HARAM digugurkan.

3. Merawat Benih
  1. Benih yang dikenal pasti oleh doktor pakar sebagai cacat/down syndrome HARUS dirawat oleh doktor supaya bila lahir menjadi anak yang normal
  2. HARUS menghentikan kelahiran anak yang jika dilahirkan diadapati cacat yang tidak boleh berfungsi sebagai manusia biasa.
  3. HARUS memakan ubat yang mengeluarkan banyak telur untuk kesuburan sekiranya tidak menjejaskan kesihatan.
4. Masalah Merancang Keluarga
  1. HARUS memakan pil perancang keluarga sekiranya tidak menjejaskan kesihatan serta dipersetujui suami isteri.
  2. HARUS mengikat rahim sekirannya dalam keadaan darurat.
  3. HARAM memotong rahim kecuali dalam keadaan darurat atas nasihat doktor pakar.
  4. HARUS meletakkan IUCD (INTRA UTERINE CONTRACEPTIVE DEVICE) dalam rahim sekiranya dipersetujui suami isteri.

5. Rawatan Bagi Penggantian Hormon
  1. HARUS menerima rawatan penggantian hormon bagi wanita yang telah monopouse untuk kesejahteraan keluarga.

6. Perempuan yang baru dirogol HARUS mendapatkan ubat pencegah hamil bagi menjaga maruah wanita tersebut.

7. Bagi ibu yang mengandung yang didapati kandungannya itu boleh membahayakan kesihatan dirinya setelah mendapat pengesahan daripada doktor pakar, HARUS menggugurkan kandungannya bagi menyelamatkan si ibu.

8. HARAM melakukan mercy killing/ pembunuhan belas kasihan kepada pesakit yang sedang koma.



siapa-siapa yang ada pandangan atau maklumat
sila-sila la bagi kan komen
so that benda ni membantu ain
bila ain dah jadi doktor nanti,
insyaAllah ^_^

maaf,
kalau kali ni punya entry sangat serius.
sudah 22,
perlu la serius sikit > ,<

Sunday, May 3

aku kah itu

"hal yang menyedih kan dalam hidup apabila kamu bertemu dengan seseorang yang bererti dalam hidup kamu dan kemudian kamu mendapati akhirnya seseorang itu menjadi tidak bererti dan kemudian kamu harus membiarkan dia berlalu pergi..."



aku umpama lelayang
yang sudah putus dari tali
aku umpama sang gagak
yang patah sayap kanan dan kiri

aku tak bisa menentukan
naik turun aku dari khayalan
aku hanya mahu ke kayangan
mencipta seribu satu angan-angan

tapi mampu kah aku
menggapai kayangan itu
mampukah aku meneruskan lagi
dengan saki baki angin itu lagi

aku mahu menjadi seperti sang merpati
aku mahu menjadi seperti sang merak
aku mahu menjadi seperti sang helang
namun, aku masih lagi aku di sini

jangan padamkan angin aku
jangan roboh kan kayangan aku
bantu aku mencipta angan-angan aku
bantu aku untuk meneruskan perjalanan aku

~hasil nukilan run^nia in wonderland...special dedicate to my besties~

Saturday, May 2

something...that i read ^_^


baru lepas basuh baju yang manja
aka baju kurung
memang sangat manja
sebab kena basuh tangan
hehe...

then tadi
melawat blog one of the TITANS
aposh's blog

though ayat entry aposh sangat lah pendek
dan sangat lah ringkas
but she makes me think twice about it
"he's just not that into you"
is he???

dan tadi lepas meng'surf' internet
rupa-rupa nya buku yang aposh baca ni akan di filem kan
tapi bak kata nonie semalam
its better to read the book than to watch the movie
hehe

just copy and paste from the internet...

A person is not that into you if he or she…
  • only calls you because he or she needed something from you
  • asks you out because you offered to pay the bill
  • wants to make love with you because he or she has been feeling tigang for the past few weeks
  • flirts with someone else because he or she wants to make you feel jealous
  • lies about things because he or she does not want to be confronted
  • makes you as his or her “spare tire” because the other guy or girl may dump him or her anytime
  • is inconsistent with his or her actions because he or she is not sure about committing himself or herself to you
  • marries you because you can financially and emotionally support him or her for life
  • hates you because there are things you do not love about him or her
On the other hand, he or she is REALLY INTO YOU if he or she…

  • sends you text messages every day even if you do not reply at once or at all
  • makes you as his or her No. 1 featured friend on Friendster even if you two are not really “friends” yet
  • surprises you with little things you love even if you hate surprises
  • brings you food even if you do not ask him or her to buy
  • invites you to watch movies you like even if he or she does not like them (read: horror movies or cheesy chick flicks)
  • composes poems or songs for you even if you find them corny or mushy
  • spends time with you even if he or she is damn too busy with more important things
  • wants to marry you even if he or she does not believe in the idea of marriage (ala Ben Affleck in the movie–my favorite scene!)
  • loves you just the same even if there are things that he or she hates about you

In short, a person who is truly in love does things for you not “because of” but “inspite of”. As for me, I could never imagine myself being with someone who is not that into me as I am into him. Though others may find this a bit conditional, mutual love and attraction in almost the same degree do pay in the long run.

im back...with a lot of stories~

yesterday...
supposed...
im going to wonder-la
but then, because of the taxi fare that is triple the ticket
which make the sum total about rs 1000+ per person
(tu tak campur makan lagi tu)
plus ain mmg dah broke
then, tak jadi la nak ke the wonder-la.
next time,babe...

so what happened then???
huhu... i lost my icici bank card
OMG...~

ain realized yang debit card ain hilang
bila dah sampai CS -not city square k, tapi Commercial Street
betul-betul depan pintu ATM ICICI bank
commercial street ni kalau dekat malaysia ala-ala chow kit gitu
mahatma gandhi road pula ala-ala jalan tar

menggelabah gila...
since hari sebelum tu ke bangalore central
beli barang yang membuat kan ain "papa kedana"
ain pun pergi la balik ke bangalore central


jumpa head manager tanya
tapi tak ada
dan kejap-kejap tu juga la ain block card ain
thanks to dena yg telah membuka internet banking ain
dan cari kan nombor account ain
since ain mmg x pernah hafal no akaun ain =p

then berjalan-jalan la ain tanpa duit di tangan
hatta di dompet sekali pun
huhuhu...
nasib ada adilah dan nonie
hehehe...

then, petang tu ke rumah kak seti
ada warming house
best sungguh
jumpa makanan sedap
jumpa senior ktt yang dah lama tak jumpa
borak-borak

lebih kurang 8.45 malam
ke swarthi hotel
ambil bas (durgamba express) balik manipal
sekali...

"uncle, is the bus already come?" - ain
"can i see your ticket please?" - uncle counter durgamba express
"mem, your ticket is 3rd may,come again 2 days later"
melopong ain dekat situ
eh, bila masa pula ain ambil tiket 3rd may???
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

nak nangis dah masa tu
homework ada lagi tak buat
di tambah dengan class test yang tak tersentuh langsung
mahu pengsan ain masa tu

"uncle, urgent...ticket to manipal tonight"
"manipal no.udupi yes"
"i take it.give me 2 then"

melayang 800 rupees tanpa apa-apa faedah
kepada siapa-siapa yang bakal beli tiket balik ke kampung
baca lah tarikh tiket anda baik-baik,okay???

pagi tadi...

terbangun
sedar-sedar dah sampai mangalore
menggelabah lagi
apa pasal pula dah sampai mangalore?
uncle kata sampai udupi 7.30 pagi
ni sampai bharath mall pukul 6.45 pagi
adoi ayy...
tak kan la nak kena beli tiket balik udupi?

tunggu punya tunggu
tak nak tanya uncle conductor lagi
malu
masuk ni dah berapa kali terlepas stesen bas
toleh kiri, toleh kanan
baca signboard
rupa-rupa nya...

udupi tak terlepas cik ain oiii
sampai mangalore dulu baru udupi sayang
hehehe...
nasib...
kalau tak, melayang lagi duit~


Friday, May 1

tak ke wonder la...lalala~


hajat hati nak ke wonder la tergendala...
gara-gara teksi yang mahal =p
tak apalah, next time
lagi pun semalam dah habis sikit duit
beli barang...
bukan sikit, banyak~!!!

makan megi la kamu balik manipal ni ain
kamu ni ain
simpan duit
utk masa depan ^_^

by the way,
pagi ni nak jalan-jalan ke MG Road / mahatma gandhi road
ni ala-ala chow kit la
nak cari barang murah

ain,ingat
bijak berbelanja!!!

by the way....
happy labor day
walaupun ain tak pernah bekerja ^_^